That moment when you realise that every action you take is controlled by a Goddess. When your thoughts are so intertwined with Hers that you are no longer certain whether it was originally from your mind or Hers. How far are you willing to go? To what depth are you willing to please and serve Her?
Everyone has an ideal in their heads. The ideal relationship. The ideal Goddess. The ideal setting. Basically add ideal to anything and someone has that pictured in their mind. What level of control is ideal to you? To what extent, ideally, would you want to be controlled by a Goddess? I have many people contact Me, message Me, tweet Me, etc. who would like their entire life to be controlled by Me. Of course, I mean, who wouldn’t? The problem being they are playing in the ideal, they are not accepting of the real world control. Many seem to be under the impression that giving up control is an adequate currency to be controlled by a Goddess. But this is not My ideal. My ideal is total control, absolutely but Goddesses should be worshiped. Compensation for My time should be without question.
Just earlier today I was approached by an individual claiming he wanted to be hypnotised, wanted to be controlled. Beautiful, I love hypnosis, I love taking control! But upon the realisation that being controlled by a Goddess came at a price he objected. Well, why would I want to control someone where there is no benefit to Me? This is something that happens when your passion is also your business. Because I am so passionate and because of My love of hypnosis, I should be taking control for free.
NO! My demand of actual compensation for My time and command for sacrifices from you for My time does not make the relationship a fantasy or less than real. It does not mean I do not think about My slaves when I am “not working.” What it does is show that you, as a submissive, understand that My time is valuable. It shows that you as a hypnotic subject appreciate the time and effort I put in to the relationship we have. It is nothing more and nothing less than that.
Being controlled by Me, being controlled by a Goddess demands a sacrifice. A sacrifice of your time, your free will, your ability to decide certain things. Being controlled by Me is a luxury. It is a blessing. A gift even. When you find your Goddess, your religion, you are grateful, you understand that you surrender yourself over to Her will, Her desires and your devotion should reflect that.